We can't be there for everyone. I'm finding this out. So many people in need. Ones who are lonely, ones who are ill, ones that need a friend. I try to be available to all of them, but sometimes I just can't. When I have to say no, it makes me feel so bad. I wish I could clone myself.
In my family I am the most stable. Sad to say, but it's true. I've worked very hard to have a home. It's all I ever wanted out of life. Growing up we moved around alot. I went to many different schools. Being stable and nested is what I've worked for. I wish I could give everyone a home and the love I have around me. But I can't. I just do the best I can.
On a lighter note, I'm continuing to experiment, and grow in my art. Doing art is what centers me in this crazy world. I know that lots of other people out there are going threw difficult times. My prayers are with each of you. Marsha, JoAnnA, Sandy. I know I'm not alone. Thank you everyone for sharing your lives, the good and the bad.